Pierced Hands of Jesus

Lord, I know what i am now
and i know what makes me righteous is you.
Help me Lord for my legs are weak.
Catch me and lead me with your pierced hands.

Thank you Father

O Lord of hosts of everything and space,
I bow down to everything i ever hurted you.
I now know you are all in all.
I know why you would and how
You heal.
Lord i can only ask forgiveness
for everything i ever did.
Lord but it was your blood that
paid.
Lord give me braveness to pour
my blood too into your nailed hands.
Lord give me a pure heart for im a broken soul.
For if it was in your power you
would have had millions of mythri's.
but you had compassion over
the desolate..thank you Lord..

Why

Why didnt you fill in the womb of a tomb
why was it not just your wrath of dust
why was it a cursed birth of a wicked life.
Why does this pain doesnt heal
why does my heart doesnt ease
why dont i have anyone not
even you near me
why have you made me so
weak!
how many more days do i have
to live
how many more days till this pain is over
why doesnt even the water
doesnt quench my burns
why are all on one side and im
on the other..

Do you feel my pain and my
sufferings..
If you do answer me for your all
i have..
i have deserted myself for thy sake..
please dont put me in between..