Take me Home

I had never any worth, never any glory.
never any intelligence, i was called a BIG FOOL by all.
never any hopes but full of mocks.
never chance to speak for my talk was funny
never freedom to smile for to smile over my own stupidness.

I am mocked all day and night, give me a heart to smile.
Give me the pain and persecution and purify me whole.

how i will make it tommrow is a miracle awaited for all to watch.
how hopeless and desolate i have become.
no more hopes from anyone for me.
God, PLEASE TAKE ME HOME I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE.

Gifts

He gave me many gifts
which i didnt have rights
GRACE FAITH HOPE.
SALVATION being the greatest of all.
For it was one gift that included it all.

We submit to God after
the gift of salvation,
God submission for his
creation in the garden of Eden,
where mistakes were made.

The LAMB OF GOD was slain.
The only purest LOVE of all,
made manifest in flesh
crucified and rose overcoming the powers of death.

Best way to give to the World

There's nothing in the world but dust and tears.
Man returning to dust and glory of grass lost in a second.
Though contributions to humankind
are advancing each day.

The best way to leave behind something really better than best
is lighting the gospel in every face on the world,
and winning souls for home.

Though the earth fades away,
souls are in Heaven's control forever.

Your Feet

For i feel his love for him
because he has placed me to eat living bread with this sons.
he gave this amazing grace to a stray dog like me.

For his grace wept when i was sad at heart
but i wept at my selfish pains and shortcomings.
o sweet innocent hand of the Lamb of God
which put back the ear of thy betrayer.

For i carry all the pain for myself to suffer but
you suffered your glory for my cause
I want to know you and fellowship in your pain and sufferings
and know the power of resurrection.

I cry my heart out, Me a SINNER
and clean your holy feet with my tears and my blood..
For i know your true...only You are true o Lord

Friend of God

For in you O God,
I have a deep relation
It was your arms which widened towards mine
even before my existance.

I know certainly,
what bond i possess in you
it is not a RACE, GROUP or RELIGION.
but a FELLOWSHIP
and a walk with YOU
while i am here
until you take me home.

O Lord,
I desire to be your friend
just as you desired to be my friend.

I want to know your tears over perishing souls.
I want to know your anger over wickedness and sins.
I want to know your happiness in Holiness and Truth and LOVE.
I want to know your pleasingness in humble.

Be with me O Lord,
Lead me until the end.

Touch of God

If i wrote a note to God,
I would ask him
to give me a heart to
forgive myself and others
to gift me a pure heart
to please him..

Lord, when my heart pains.
I know you are with me.
The pain in my eyes i see in yours,
For you loved the world so dear.
We must have mattered
to you and your dear
heart must have cried in
pain for what we did
against you.

Your heart was in pain
that you decided a cross
for your only son.

Tonight, i fall on my
knees for your love.

I know i am worst of all
and i never deserve anything.

But you have touched
me with your heart..and
i didnt know how to
react..

You o Lord dont fight
for praise..but you
deserve all praise,
honour, knowledge
because i know the one
who is Greatest..has no
SELF at all..

When seconds matters most..

When hours turn into
minutes.
and minutes turn into
seconds,
I will ask you Lord Jesus
to be in every aspect of
my life.

When i turn into grow
old to wrinkle
and i turn into dust.
I will know that your
throne
your majesty and Glory
standeth forever and ever.
Your beauty and glory
renews and never fades.
Therefore i will abide in
you.

You are my beloved, my Master,
my mother who Caress me,
you are my Friend,
my Brother, my King,
my Rock, my Light, my Salvation,
my life, my gladness, my peace and thy way will be my way.
Glory be unto the bridegroom Jesus Christ
who is coming on the
clouds shortly.

Feelings on the Cross

Jesus Christ - Rose of Sharon

Then my heart knew he was all in all.
but my mind would'nt listen.
But he gave his spirit who lightened my heart first of time.
His spirit made me stronger, richer, wiser, alive forever.

Lord, I cried blood gushing my eyes
I was so much in need of care, love & attention.
I prayed Lord, prepare me for home and when
i'm home i dont wish for crowns or gifts
instead give me a heart asking your Eternal love.

My Father, I cried and he consoled me like a child.

He spoke alot of things,
I asked him.
What was the feeling on Cross?
He spoke,
My child,
I moved all over waters
before I created earth and out
of my belly living waters flow
YET I DIDNT GET A DROP OF WATER TO DRINK.
I created man in my own powerful hands
in my own image & breathed into his nostrils.
YET HIS HANDS NAILED ME ON THE CROSS
& TORE ME TILL I GAVE MY LIFE.
When he ran away from me
in the garden.
I CLOTHED HIM WITH SKIN
YET HE PLAYED WITH MY CLOTHES.
When they walked in wilderness
I was with them &
I was their shelter & carried their burden
YET THERE WERENT MANY HELP FOR MY HEAVY CROSS.
I fed them with MANNA
& THEY FED ME WITH VINEGAR.
My enemies who were afraid
to see me or hear my voice
TORMENTED MY SOUL ON THE CROSS.

THIS WAS THE PRICE I PAID FOR YOU & YOUR SINS.

At his words, my heart said to my soul
See the pain, the suffering of your master
Do you still need the HONOR, RICHNESS and PRAISE?
And by grace, I left the dust away.. far away..

Worship

How blessed are the mouths that knows worship.
They are like fragrance near
all sides of my Beloved.
They are like lights that
will chase darkness.
They are the birds of freedom.
They are the precious bells of his Temple.

Help me leap in faith
for your Grace & love is abound.
You have taken a jackal's cub
to be your daughter
amidst all your lambs.

How big you are O Mighty,
Even big is your love
this i understand in my small heart
All because your Grace.

Forgive my unfaithfulness
for I've failed thee many times.