Feelings on the Cross

Jesus Christ - Rose of Sharon

Then my heart knew he was all in all.
but my mind would'nt listen.
But he gave his spirit who lightened my heart first of time.
His spirit made me stronger, richer, wiser, alive forever.

Lord, I cried blood gushing my eyes
I was so much in need of care, love & attention.
I prayed Lord, prepare me for home and when
i'm home i dont wish for crowns or gifts
instead give me a heart asking your Eternal love.

My Father, I cried and he consoled me like a child.

He spoke alot of things,
I asked him.
What was the feeling on Cross?
He spoke,
My child,
I moved all over waters
before I created earth and out
of my belly living waters flow
YET I DIDNT GET A DROP OF WATER TO DRINK.
I created man in my own powerful hands
in my own image & breathed into his nostrils.
YET HIS HANDS NAILED ME ON THE CROSS
& TORE ME TILL I GAVE MY LIFE.
When he ran away from me
in the garden.
I CLOTHED HIM WITH SKIN
YET HE PLAYED WITH MY CLOTHES.
When they walked in wilderness
I was with them &
I was their shelter & carried their burden
YET THERE WERENT MANY HELP FOR MY HEAVY CROSS.
I fed them with MANNA
& THEY FED ME WITH VINEGAR.
My enemies who were afraid
to see me or hear my voice
TORMENTED MY SOUL ON THE CROSS.

THIS WAS THE PRICE I PAID FOR YOU & YOUR SINS.

At his words, my heart said to my soul
See the pain, the suffering of your master
Do you still need the HONOR, RICHNESS and PRAISE?
And by grace, I left the dust away.. far away..